Daddy dearest :D

If there is anything in this world, I am extremely touchy about is about people talking to my Dad about me and how terribly pampered I am. I know it doesn't change/affect my father. But it sure damn does me. I cant stand it when Pinkakka or Chicha talk to Nana about me.

Personally, I don't think I'm much of an attention-seeking brat. But when it's Dad, I need to be called the "best". I remember as a kid, I used to start crying as soon as my Dad enters the house, making him take me out alone and getting me my favorite sweet or ice-cream. It's not the ice-cream but the "extra" time I get to spend with him made me HAPPY! Yes, I was a major MEANIE, I think the rest of the family hated me then :P. I used to be so sulky and threw tantrums like a no man's business that I feel SOOO embarassed now when my family talks about our childhood, the worst part is I remember all of being a spoilt brat. I loved the nights walking on the terrace with Nana asking me What I wanted for my birthday?, Heck! I never cared about gifts, but he never asked anyone else, he just gave my mum money and asked her to handle thereof. But me? I was special. I was crazy particular about all that.

But, it's not all my tantrum-y attitude that made him treat me different. He has a theory of his own. He read or heard or observed, I don't know exactly but yeah, he believes the third child is the most insecure kid and feels way too neglected. And whenever he told this to his brothers or his wife or kids, they all used to laugh at him and ask him to look at me, "Neglected? NO WAY! Look at her, she's treated the best amongst all of us" Till then, am all content. But, when that comes, I don't know it just hits me like a bolt and I end up in tears. It's crazy. I'm crazy. I know.

Still, I love my NANNA!! And I'll continue to CRAVE for his attention for the rest of my life :P